I have come to realize something recently. Many ideals and beliefs that were fed to me were bullshit. Pure, unfettered: bullshit. And not for everyone! For myself.Being told there was something intrinsically wrong with me for questioning the status quo and thinking that mankind did not hold “the key”. For believing that human beings do not have all the answers. I have spent a good portion of my life clinging to vendettas with individuals. I believe everyone knows how that turned out. I was instilled with the idea that I was “supposed” to hate the world . For some reason,. I believed I “should “ be angry and argumentative. And I was. And it was anything but pretty. Epic, actually! If anyone believes that someone has to be mushy and weak to be kind and silly or that someone cannot balance spirituality with fact and reality, that’s absolutely their prerogative! It’s not suitable for my own life. I feel I am better versed spreading happiness and self-confidence than spewing my old, misdirected bullshit!
I have dealt with much in my life, but in the end I am only myself.) I have dealt with mental illness, physical disabilities, substance abuse , eating disorders, self mutilation, and on. Life is what you make it; I want to inspire people to have courage and be themselves in this world: regardless ofsex,religion, political, age, ethnicity, mental or physical state,ETC. Differences make us who we are, Nothing about an individual makes them “lesser”. I fight stereotypes on a daily basis; I find myself wiser now that I do not let society dictate my value. Know yourself and be confident in the wonder that is you.
I created my page to inspire others and Impart my experiences in the hope that it may brighten and lend a sense of hope.
I am a USAPL powerlifter and Paralympics hopeful. I hold 4 NASM CPTs. I’m a CNU philosophy major. I have also studied Psychology , Business , journalism, and medicine. I am currently also a writer. I am also a peer counselor, advocate for NAMI (mental health. Cerebeller stroke and spinocerebellar ataxia battler. Sober and recovered from an eating disorder since 2013.
An English diarist and naval administrator. I served as administrator of the Royal Navy and Member of Parliament. I had no maritime experience, but I rose to be the Chief Secretary to the Admiralty under both King Charles II and King James II through patronage, diligence, and my talent for administration.
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